tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-12:405227The Prison of His Daysteach the free man how to praisecygna_hime2010-10-06T14:11:15Ztag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-12:405227:365952I hate myself and my own inability to manage time2010-10-06T14:11:15Z2010-10-06T14:11:15Zpublic0Worst. Test. Ever. Man, I thought I had this chem stuff down pretty okay, and then it was all explaining why things and questions from the depths of the things we didn't go over in class. Fuck. I hope there's a massive curve. Or that I guessed right more than I thought. I suck at explaining why science. That is for science people. I am here to punch buttons on my calculator. (WHY do they always assume that science for non-science people should have all the thinky and none of the math? I don't want to <i>understand</i> this stuff! I want to do problems!)<br /><br />And I have a paper due Friday. 6-8 pages. Haven't started.<br /><br />Fuck.<br /><br />And it's raining drearily.<br /><br />I need an imaginary hug.<br /><br />*goes looking for cute fluffy updates*<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cygna_hime&ditemid=365952" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-12:405227:364230Not actually dead2010-07-06T00:08:40Z2010-07-06T00:08:40Zpublic0I've been around, mostly. Reading the ol' flist. I've just been...I dunno. Burnt out? Lazy? Around other people all the time, thus getting all my talking done IRL?<br /><br />I'm back up on campus for the summer, working at the Art library. It's good to work somewhere no one looks at you funny when you smell the books.<br /><br />It is deathly hot. I love the Science Library. It is full of air conditioning and love.<br /><br />I'm sucking at writing. Sucking. I need to fix that. I do.<br /><br />I've also been spending the weekends playing egregious quantities of videogame. By which I mean, last week I went, "Strangely I have a craving for Triple Triad", and came back to myself, stunned and horrified, when the PS prompted me for Disc 2. An isolated occurrence, you say? But then it happened again this weekend with the next disc! I am a binge gamer. It's a problem.<br /><br />Well, mostly because weekends contain no verbs to perform.<br /><br />Other than write.<br /><br />Fuck.<br /><br />I am such a failure.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=cygna_hime&ditemid=364230" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments